Hiya all sorry been keeping low profile last few days although have tried to get about a little on some peeps blogs so sorry if i haven't been along to yours.
Well the pregnancy was taken away last wed and since then have a hit a very negative low, both physical and emotionally. I'm so trying to pick myself up but after 3 failed pregnancies all at different gestations and problems i am hating myself and my body and i seriosuly wonder what future i have in the baby making department...peeps if you are lucky enough to have kiddies treasure them loads they are such a gift given to you, never begrudge them or find them hardwork!!!!
Well hopefully the next couple of days i shall be kept busy i'm doing my 2 days of shadowing at the hospital on the childrens ward for my job 7.30am - 8pm!!!! i'm gonna be knackered, but i hope it shall take my mind off whats going on with me just now, and i may even get a cuddle from a little one so that will be good.
right off to get a card on now woohooooo!!