woohooo Emma is still about lol

Hello all...OMG where have I been I really don't know and I can't believe its been so long since I've posted and I've done no commenting either, I would completly understand if Santa doesn't visit me tonight lol.
I decided I needed a break from card making..the stress of making so many cards for my craft fair made me start to not enjoying my love of card making. On top of that so much has happened too, my little kitten Gwen was recovering well only to suffer a huge setback last weekend and we had to put her down so so sad and adam was distraught and is still getting upset now about her. I've also suffered a viral flu bug which was yucky indeedy only feeling slightly more normal now lol. Then I've now found out that my knee problem is going to have to get fixed by an operation, they need to grind the knee cap away from the bones as too much rubbing and I also have a tare that needs to get fixed looking at a possible feb/march time unless I get in as a cancelation..shall dread this big time hate hospitals hate being a patient and I don;t wake up well from anesthetics. A couple of poasitives though my craft unit came and I've had a complete over haul of all my craft stuff and I'm very happy with the outcome so much more organised so I can now look forward to finding all my bits and bobs in a colour coded way lol. I already know what my new years resolution is no more crafty stuff lol until the next craft show at the SECC!!!. Also Cameron and I are going really well(well I hope so lol!!!) he has really spoilt me for xmas and this is the card I;ve made him for xmas...haha yes its a penguin card I'm mad!!!
Righty I'm hoping everyone of my bloggy friends has a safe, healthy and happy Christmas and new year, I'm away next week back down south and I shall return buzzing I hope in the new year and I can't wait. xxx

In la la land

Sorry folks that I've not been about but its all gone belly up here, so until next week I'm going to take a break from blogging.
It all started with the ex coming up for adam's birthday, then on adams birthday his little kitten Gwen got run over he was distraught as expected so the rest of his birthday was up at the vets. She has a very bad pelvic injury at first we thought she would heal but yesterday she had a further x-ray and this has showed more damage internally and most probably not operable to sustain her with any quality of life. The vet is trying his hardest to do what ever he can but looks like today or tomorrow the sad decesion will be made to put her asleep. I feel very guilty over it all and adam is once again having to face another death. Also with the bad weather occuring we never really got to do everything we had planned to for adam birthday.
I've also got my craft fair on Saturday I'm not ready for it at all but I shall just hope that a few people stop and have a look. So with all this going on I'm just taking a back step getting my head organised and then I shall be back. The only good thing at the moment is that my craft storage unit arrived yesterday so hopefully once everything settles down I can get organised and enjoy putting it all together.
righty peeps thanks for reading this far stay safe and warm in this weather and I'll be back sometime next week xx