Well finally after being in hossie again yesterday i got the news i was dreading. To be all straight with you all I am pregnant but at very early stages and sadly this pregnancy isn't viable as the cell division isn't happening and no normal growth for this stage of pregnancy. So now i have been facing 48hr bloods to see if my blood levels were doubling and they are not so unless a miracle happens, next thursday shall be facing a final scan and then to decide whether they give me an injection to dissolve the pregnancy or i book in for a D&C. At mo can't decide which option is best for me and after loosing my son George at 19 weeks gestation and then after an ectopic pregnancy I'm obviously thinking WHY????
I shall get through this somehow and I have still got my boy Adam to be thankfull for.
I am about girls card making is what i need to concentrate on in the next few days as well as my 2nd lot of training to do too.
thanks for reading and love you all xxxx